Sunday, June 28, 2009

Orthodics How To Clean

over again ...

oh man that was really a great day today ...: D ma
first I was so today my purzeltach and then I have confirmation yet today: D so so so and a festive occasion that is my purzeltach but come the whole Ostfriesen .....( okay because they are The confiscated by kerstin and me come:)) Well that was aba Sun hammma horny that they were all here and so alas they are just the hottest .... But I miss jez again ...:( it's not beautiful but yes I know the meike comes exactly one week and then again I have to drive because dahoch kiddigarten and so in exactly 26 days and I will for a whole year there remain oda maybe for longer or forever aba I might come too back mountains in the: D no I'm so excited even if I'm going to folks here on the Sauerland plettenberg Werdohl and miss all full but I'm looking off to the new the I jez geh ... naja
wars so hot today has made a lot o fun and lara and Lenny are just the hottest child it is I love you the way you two sweet ...: D





you are so sweet you two I could hug you: D and I will miss jez quite doll: D
naja jez get so call even with meike ... yes I was looking all day here but in the time where they have gone back so much is happening to us an hour to 3 hours certainly not sufficient separation to tell: D naja
'm alternating de marta: D

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Seninel Dongle Emulator

I live my life .... jez

I look to past days,
and see so much hate, anger
so much pain so much
,
suffering so much,
I thought
is not my life worth living
I geadcht,
is my life sucks,
I thought
punish should I
is for all that went wrong.
I never was really glad I was
never really happy, I could never
of heart laugh
I always wanted to know
as is to be a happy man.
I fell in addictions, the addictions
haunt me to this day,
I have to this day,
to quit which I do not
sore that I have to fight today,
complex which I will not get rid
everything is a mess ......
but I want it,
I come from, I work diligently
because there
to come out,
piece by piece, learn
tag for tag,
I get along with me to accept
me
and my body to accept ...
her wist actually how beautiful it is to laugh,
is how beautiful it can look forward to,
wist her how beautiful it is to have true friends,
how beautiful it is to accept yourself, you
wist how beautiful it is honest To be
how beautiful this one is facing who you are, you
wist how beautiful to be loved,
how beautiful a happier person?
every day for every day I come closer
,
My goal, at some time
TO BE HAPPY PEOPLE ....

the scars of time, remind me of my time earlier today, I'm with a lot of fight and I feel terrible, but I am doing well and that's a different, but the biggest difference is, I know that there is someone is greater than all of that is what's in this world, all the injustice and fears, everything that makes us broken and hurt our causes ... I can never forget my past, but I could accept it, God does something good out of it, so I would not otherwise had to do all that .... God has made my life completely upside down, changed me and I love his given .. He has helped me so much and I continue to hand him his I'm so grateful that he was always there and has helped me so that I can now sit here and write this .... God was in the darkest phase because it is just wonderful big powerful love and a true savior from not ... Thank you Lord ..! so now I'm strong here all the things that annoy me today and where I work still has to change to ... but I am certain that I get with God's help and the people he has given me back ...!!! my life is worth living and I am looking and I'm so happy ..... soon something new starts and I'm curious on it ....
I'm fine !!!!: D

I live my life NOW!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Stomach Bursting Open

to puke ...

today is just one of the days where I do not knows what is going on again?
I'm only crying on and everything is crap ...!! you should really go to me but good, everything is going so well ... but I feel so crap ...!! why? why? why?
may not be the one to talk me down? oh everything to throw up ....!!!! why? why? why?

WHY?

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Jansen Nadine Skipping

and bla blub ...

tearless grief ...


tears are an expression of mourning, but
,
your whole life,
consists only of mourning.
tears are an expression of love, but
,
in your life,
you were never loved.
are expressive tears of happiness, but
,
in your life,
you were never happy.
tears are an expression of joy, but
,
in your life, you had never
joy.
your tears,
are tears,
of mourning,
of injury,
they hurt,
but at some point,
is
tearless grief,
mourning,
without tears,
there were too many,
the account of the people were cast,
makes sure
otherwise it will soon go any way!

poems from past days Ohman is funny when I think what I used to have so written poems for ... (The evil you must not read hehe aba: D) but I am so happy and IMMOMENT iwie degree is really nice so .... I mean there are people so dependent changes as a've never aba I hope they see not so often Persin (you know who: D) najadas is already ... I hope it all goes well so with this and this and this Hatle you know already: D
oh man I'm a crazy bissel I do not believe that's up to me or not but I know no net ...: D naja
so then I will not go even longer on the nerves, the aba is fun ... hmmm should be no ego or go lalalalalala I'm okay interactions: D
byebye: D

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Blog Spot Austin Kincaid

geilo ...: D

jeah I really packed habs: D I have passed the tests, which is so great: D I'm so excited: D and I'm happy I'm in social work with a nutritional ne 3 + and gf in 3rd with pek ne .. would indeed have been better, that's me aba matter now: D I just packed habs ... so now just have to get the letter from Hanover that they accept me and I can go to ostfriesland: D I hope so: D well it'll
to have done it Basilea is was: D till denne times: D

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Thursday, June 4, 2009

Veet Longer Than 6 Minutes

peace ....: D

Sun folks I am again in the land: D jaja nu

I ostfriesland in 6 days and it was sau geil auser course has hurt me the love was meikezugefügt: D so the bite to bleed and cut down and noses and so on: D naja aba I like them so still: D and we ham built so much shit, it surprises me that we are alternating following kicked out for such inna eisdiele Geller: D oh man it was so cool and we all made ham : D naja aba I was properly and got my first ma tante immediately at the beginning spoken words freitach ... because they live there and so and so immediately gesacht Hillu you're simply the best simply left porno: D yes, and then I was still stuck on serving in kiddigarten make application for and so and then I was just so there .... Now that my grandma and my aunt made me full of courage and gesacht ham ham that I created and so .. naja was then stop here and have talked to the boss and my application that looks and reads through so-so and then said, yes, the reading is all quite good and we would be pleased if you come, so we begin, and so ... "alter voll geil: D so then only had to ne cv to send hannover, since some of the spread and so and I wrote it in there and takes the kiddigarten me something and I immediately sent the moin today and I hope the jaz I sone card you get and even that person then I'll probably have to say bye bye ... sauerland already iwie sorry aba I am also: D and Besides others, I'll already here to come visit and stuff: D oh ads cool: D naja our rear was crossing not like smoking, as after and after a few kilometers of fell off the exhaust, and still there hanging and has beaten all the time under the car and on the ground and we were still in the middle of the highway and so .... oh man that was really crass've cried fully because I was so afraid: D Well we went for hours, three with the exhaust on gefahrn until we finally were in Rheine, where first ma to soner workshop and the ham us fix it for only 15 euro beat hamma geil ... because God has helped us really ... the is just so cool: D Well then we could go well. well, I with my map reading arts habs then hammer out iwann find your way: D ham so and then we used for the return trip 6 hours of real, new record ....: D aba was crossing ne: D naja
and then I present the first ma sabrin stränchen hair dyed so pure and so and I'm really proud of me: D looks good: D and then I'm inna city with mareike rumgegammelt that was really cool hamma: D has been fully fun: D you up sooo cool: D yes and then I would really only shortly after Heidi aba it was then also 3 hours: D aba was also full of cool old oh excuse me young sons so I get worse again: D is also fully Korekt on it: D naja jez and I am full Fertich with the world: D and go first kip ma: D aso war and yes on wednesday I mean examination grades oh man'm really afraid .. Well will have already worked out: D so jez aba good night: D