Sunday, June 28, 2009

Orthodics How To Clean

over again ...

oh man that was really a great day today ...: D ma
first I was so today my purzeltach and then I have confirmation yet today: D so so so and a festive occasion that is my purzeltach but come the whole Ostfriesen .....( okay because they are The confiscated by kerstin and me come:)) Well that was aba Sun hammma horny that they were all here and so alas they are just the hottest .... But I miss jez again ...:( it's not beautiful but yes I know the meike comes exactly one week and then again I have to drive because dahoch kiddigarten and so in exactly 26 days and I will for a whole year there remain oda maybe for longer or forever aba I might come too back mountains in the: D no I'm so excited even if I'm going to folks here on the Sauerland plettenberg Werdohl and miss all full but I'm looking off to the new the I jez geh ... naja
wars so hot today has made a lot o fun and lara and Lenny are just the hottest child it is I love you the way you two sweet ...: D





you are so sweet you two I could hug you: D and I will miss jez quite doll: D
naja jez get so call even with meike ... yes I was looking all day here but in the time where they have gone back so much is happening to us an hour to 3 hours certainly not sufficient separation to tell: D naja
'm alternating de marta: D

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Seninel Dongle Emulator

I live my life .... jez

I look to past days,
and see so much hate, anger
so much pain so much
,
suffering so much,
I thought
is not my life worth living
I geadcht,
is my life sucks,
I thought
punish should I
is for all that went wrong.
I never was really glad I was
never really happy, I could never
of heart laugh
I always wanted to know
as is to be a happy man.
I fell in addictions, the addictions
haunt me to this day,
I have to this day,
to quit which I do not
sore that I have to fight today,
complex which I will not get rid
everything is a mess ......
but I want it,
I come from, I work diligently
because there
to come out,
piece by piece, learn
tag for tag,
I get along with me to accept
me
and my body to accept ...
her wist actually how beautiful it is to laugh,
is how beautiful it can look forward to,
wist her how beautiful it is to have true friends,
how beautiful it is to accept yourself, you
wist how beautiful it is honest To be
how beautiful this one is facing who you are, you
wist how beautiful to be loved,
how beautiful a happier person?
every day for every day I come closer
,
My goal, at some time
TO BE HAPPY PEOPLE ....

the scars of time, remind me of my time earlier today, I'm with a lot of fight and I feel terrible, but I am doing well and that's a different, but the biggest difference is, I know that there is someone is greater than all of that is what's in this world, all the injustice and fears, everything that makes us broken and hurt our causes ... I can never forget my past, but I could accept it, God does something good out of it, so I would not otherwise had to do all that .... God has made my life completely upside down, changed me and I love his given .. He has helped me so much and I continue to hand him his I'm so grateful that he was always there and has helped me so that I can now sit here and write this .... God was in the darkest phase because it is just wonderful big powerful love and a true savior from not ... Thank you Lord ..! so now I'm strong here all the things that annoy me today and where I work still has to change to ... but I am certain that I get with God's help and the people he has given me back ...!!! my life is worth living and I am looking and I'm so happy ..... soon something new starts and I'm curious on it ....
I'm fine !!!!: D

I live my life NOW!!